This existence

I sit here lost
i have cast of my shackles of life
and find to no evade
i help others to cast there's aside
and find joy
i escape the worlds bindings
and find more then i desired
i defeat all who oppose me
and am conquered by those whom loved me
i sit in my cell of darkness
only to break free to find
all was at no means for i had done nothing
but i had done everything
to no evale i had quested to find
something that wasn't there
but was known to be
in success i have failed
for there is no more but a tale.
This existence