Weird day

So yesterday was one of those days that usualy are packed full of fun bad stuff it started off kinda nice went and hung with old friends and went back to the school to be pounded with stupid highschool drama and then was stuck at the school till like 5pm and then my watch broke then well basicly the rest of the nite was mild but then i get home to find a stray cat had come in to my house and decided it wanted to lay on my bed as it was dying and pealed rotten skin and fur on to my bed at first i thought it was dead but it was still alive so i put it outside with a cat bed so it could pass comforbly and had to spend like 2 hours disinfecting and cleaning my bed and hands. yay

Im back

Well i am doin ok i have been working on fixing my intropersonal problems and my issues i have, i got blocked for suspition of spam blogging but they finaly have set me free to blog once agin.

long nights

The time ticks as my mind clicks the hours long but short time seems to flow faster slower on and on till i am no longer needing the nights rest. Cant stop thinking about the things in the world that i will have to work on and cant stop trying to solve problems like chess i want to know 5 steps ahead but stuck on the current move.

This existence

I sit here lost
i have cast of my shackles of life
and find to no evade
i help others to cast there's aside
and find joy
i escape the worlds bindings
and find more then i desired
i defeat all who oppose me
and am conquered by those whom loved me
i sit in my cell of darkness
only to break free to find
all was at no means for i had done nothing
but i had done everything
to no evale i had quested to find
something that wasn't there
but was known to be
in success i have failed
for there is no more but a tale.
This existence

Right now

Life is boring in the small town ok kelso longveiw as the days turn short and the nights grow long the air becomes crisp and the grass grows stiff. This desolate town we live in grows worse by the day with the infectuse alternatives and the rampant ailments to the young this is the town we live in and it is done. If change cant happen soon the town will surly be gone, with the random post of a random note i start my host of many post's.